Miscellanea （二）

As a member of E.B.L company, I try to do my bit,even do best, and essentially do as I can. But till now I feel nothing in mind. I even think why I try to do best, as means nothing to me. If it want to do much to improve my english level, why I do much additional works, why don't I do as the company expects, then take much time to study all what I want to purchase. Here nobody want you to do much more, nothing benefit from yours and you can't benefit from some of what you do. That's a life, real and rude.
Maybe that's my concept: don't want somebody to name me a theocracy pedant, but a down-to-earth doer. Maybe right, maybe entirely wrong. Must insist on your decision, since you wouldn't spend most your life in the spot just like this kind of company. You must study much more essential knowledges and experiences to improve what you don't know,even konw a bit,correct whatever should be wrong. I dare face anybody but me. Why? That's me; I dare do whatever somebody dare not. You should consider yourself a talented fuller. Nothing take a pause to stop you.